I don’t even really know how to express my anger right now;
I’ve been told to suppress my emotions for the longest time, I have difficulty conveying how I’m actually feeling about something.
I’m going to take a shot at this.
The majority of ‘sufferers’ with ‘eating disorders’ have seriously mutilated what it means to ACTUALLY SUFFER.
There are ‘cliques’ formed everywhere.
Tumblr. Instagram. Twitter.
The ‘beautiful’ anorexics. The ‘wannabe’ bulimics, who use the ‘anorexics’ as thinspiration, not even THINKING ABOUT WHAT IT MEANS TO BE PLASTERED EVERYWHERE, REGARDED AS A GODDESS, WHEN IN ACTUALITY, THE ‘BEAUTIFUL’ MAN OR WOMAN THEY ARE REBLOGGING, OR POSTING EVERYWHERE IN THEIR ‘ABOUT ME’ AS SOMEONE THEY WANT TO ‘BE’, WANTS TO END THEIR LIFE ON A DAILY BASIS.
And then there’s the anorexic ‘beauty’ them self! EITHER ONLY TALKING TO OTHER ‘BEAUTIES’, OR COMPLETELY HOLDING THEMSELVES SO HIGH UP ON THEIR PEDISTOOL, THAT THEY FORGET THEY’RE ADVERTISING A FUCKING MENTAL DISEASE!
Or the ‘recovery warrior’-
A healthy weight, trying to fight eating disorder thoughts, posting meal photos, SADLY NO ONE BELIEVES THAT THEY ARE STILL HURTING INSIDE.
“Oh, you don’t LOOK like you’re sick.”
*better unfollow, just looking at his/her photos is going to make me gain weight ASAP*
You all make me fucking ILL.
And Jesus Christ this was long.
I’m sill fuming lololol
And could create about 20 more ‘categories’ to place everyone in for the sake of my OCD,
but I’m actually exhausted because I haven’t explained my feelings in 5 million years kbye
Also prob over 5,000 typos